Tis the season....but I'm struggling. The thing is, I don't know who reads this blog and just how personal do you get. Its a journal for me. But at the same time, its public. I'm pretty honest and upfront with those around me. I don't make it a point to go and announce my every thought and feeling. With that in mind, I am having a hard time feeling the joy. Its a falling sensation, waiting for bottom but it doesn't seem to be there. I'm okay. Really. Its just annoying. I need to go put on Handel's Messiah or something...
Just had one of those moments, a little prayer answered. I stopped typing there for a minute because as soon as the words showed up on the screen, I knew it was what I needed. When I hear that music and those words, I can partake. It will be okay, and I won't forget to say another little prayer of gratitude.
With His stripes, we truly are healed. Thank you for writing this. I think I need to go put on a little Messiah myself. Hugs!
ReplyDeleteI get very cranky at Christmas time. You aren't the only one.
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